「时光不负，创作不停，本文正在参加2022年中总结征文大赛」
About life
After graduating from school in June 2018,almost four years fleeting.We learn basic knowledge at school,we learn the relationship between work and ourselves in society. Gradually I know that I cannot be a hero and save the world, and no prince will save me from trouble. I cannot solve all problems for others even though I try my best, crying doesn't work when i in trouble,no one sees it except me.
But,so much CANNOT never mean anything, accept and allow that we all normal one,so everyone have to face their life,no matter pain no matter difficulty, life just like this. So what? Without a prince,we have ourselves. We learn , we think, we grow, we have choice all the time , we can be better than yesterday. Why do people come to the world? Does life have meaning? The answer I offer is yes. We come to learn , to grow, to solve problems, to observe ourselves and change the disadvantage, to know others , to know the difference between people, to find beauty in the world.
We feel everything.
Two years ago, fears surround me .Today, nothing can bother me anymore. I feel that peace in my mind, I can control myself, I'm not the slaves of emotion anymore. The changes make me happy, I know what I can do ,what I should give up.
Be the master of our life, don't be afraid, that's my conclusion.
About work
Three years ago, when I did my work, I always thought about HOW.
How to finish my work and I can have a rest full of my mind. It's a result that, after two years of work, I only got older. I almost lost my ability to think, though it seems that I can finish my work faster, but I know that work skilled can't be an engineer. I want to change it. Work not for money ,work has its value, me too.
I quit my first job, and thought about my life and my job seriously for the first time. What I'm going to do ? I work for money or do I enjoy code? How to plan my life.
Though I think a lot, I'm not a hero, I have no conclusion. I have no chance to know other work in the world, and I can't give it all up and jump into a new life, because I need money to support my life.
Thinking is the nature of man , I think, I confirm that I love programming, I feel I can create a new world and I can rule all In my world. So I can continue my work as a font-end coder. But I realize that work cannot take up all my time, I need time to think, to live so that I can change. My thought is guidance of action.
Recent years, I not only think HOW, but also think WHY. Slowly, I feel like I'm getting new knowledge.
Now, I know what I should do next step, I got my target now. I'll try my best to reach it.
Note
It's my first time writing something in English. I know that I'm not good at it, but learning English is one of my targets, So I write it.
I cannot choose the world, But I can choose for myself.
