The United States undergraduate cheating expulsion cannot continue to study "Life is never easy.When it's easy for you, someone else is taking your share -- either your parents or your future self." This is what I wrote to myself, and it has benefited me a lot. Two months ago, I was expelled from the university because of cheating in the exam. My undergraduate study also came to a standstill, so I had to temporarily transfer to College in order to stay in the United States.Being expelled from school was painful, but it didn't break me down. What finally made me cry was the greeting from my parents at night.Worrying about my life and my safety, trusting me unreservedly all the time, stuck a lump of guilt in my throat as to whether I should tell the truth. Compared with the study in China, the study atmosphere in the United States is much more intense and rigorous, but the tolerance for many things is also relatively high.For example, attendance, cheating, will be much more relaxed.On the other hand, American universities will be expelled once they encounter problems related to academic integrity and low GPA.There are two kinds of expulsion in the United States, one is direct expulsion and can only attempt emergency transfer.The other is to transfer to a community college. After meeting the relevant requirements of the school and getting the corresponding credits, the student can transfer back to the school to continue his study. My mental state has not been very good since I transferred to another school. Although I got the new I20 and could continue to stay in the United States, I lost myself for the future.My GPA has hovered around 2.0 for the past two years, a safe but dangerous level.I thought I would muddle through like this in my junior year, but I lost the opportunity to continue my study because of my academic integrity in February. Confused this period of time to consider for a long time, but also ruled out a lot of schemes, have some of their own ideas.Having spent so much time and money coming to the United States, a degree is definitely very important to me.I plan to give up my undergraduate study and directly apply for a Master's Degree. In the Master course, I can choose a major that is relatively simple and easy to graduate from. In the end, I will also get a Master Degree, which will take a short time.For example, the Master course in the UK only takes one year to graduate, with a total of 180 credits, which is much more cost-effective than transfer.In this way, I can also give an explanation to my parents and get the Master degree. American universities are oriented towards practicality, and usually help students to intern in enterprises from their junior year. Because of this, students who graduate from good American universities can generally find a good job and adapt to the company environment quickly.In addition, during the study period, the school will provide students with a large number of practical training opportunities, such as student associations, various performances, volunteer activities, company internships and so on. Participating in these activities requires students to have certain interpersonal communication skills, and it is also very difficult for them to graduate. I want to smoke very much, but the smoke is too choking to smell, I also want to drink, but the empty room in addition to me, there is no second person can drink with me.Friends said that I became taciturn, became self-closed, not willing to go out happy, every day shut themselves in the room, and zombies like afraid of light.But they do not know, my recent despair and decadence, dare not tell parents, dare not tell friends.All the depression and despair are carried by a person. Everyone has their own journey to go, the trajectory of life may not be in the way you like to run.Some things you can not like, but have to do;Some people you can not like, but have to associate with.The only thing we can do is to be patient and change what we don't like.I am overseas Jennie turtle, daily continue to share different emergency (expelled, not graduated) study abroad information.